Lauren has an appointment to see her doctor tomorrow. I've been paranoid about her sleeping at night since Saturday- she won't stay laying on her side, for one thing (I didn't expect her to). For another, what if something like that happened while she was sleeping? This morning, aside from D waking me up getting ready for work, I woke up not to the sound of Lauren crying, but to my alarm clock. Ok, I can't even tell you the last time that happened (my alarm is set for 7:30- she always gets me up by 6:30). It was reassuring that she was already awake and waiting for me to come get her, but at the same time, not very reassuring at all. D told me on the way to the hospital that he didn't know what he'd do if anything ever happened to Lauren. I hope we never have to find out.