Man, I feel horrible.

David just called me and said "I'm ok. It's just a blood clot or something". I was like "huh??"

Last week, either Monday or Tuesday, I accidentally kneed him in the groin. He was laying down on the couch, and I was going to cuddle with him.. I guess it didn't seriously hurt, but it didn't feel good, either. Fastfoward to a week later, and he was complaining of tenderness down there. He was starting to worry there was something else wrong. So he called the office this morning and managed to get in see the Dr around 11. The dr thinks that maybe because that area was already compromised from the vasectomy, my kneeing it caused a blood blister or something. David just needs to take some aspirin, and hope for the best. LOL Man.. am I a horrible wife, or what?!

Me, I dunno what's up.. maybe withdrawls from that Lexapro I've been taking. I started skipping the medication (pretty much by accident), taking it every other day. Well, then I decided since I only had 1 refill left before having to go in for another "evaluation", I just cut the remaining pillls in half and took those once or every other day (they're 20mg each). I dunno if it's because I didnt' take one yesterday or what, but damn. I was on the couch reading to David, when suddenly I was knocked over with nausea and dizziness. It was so bad. I went upstairs, threw up, then went to bed. I still feel kinda gross.

As for that last refill, I filled it w/T@rget to pick up this last Friday, but I still don't have my new health insurance card(s). This blows. I guess I'm just going to suffer from withdrawl, and stop taking this crap. Lately it doesn't do jack shit for me anyway, and I don't see me affording couseling anytime soon. Whatever..