Monday, October 27, 2003

I had a dream last night that I met this really hot guy at school. I went up behind him, where he was sitting at a bench. I sort of rubbed his back to get his attention, and a friend of his said that he noticed we had a blossoming relationship. The cute guy smiled at me, and said that he couldn't help but like me as soon as he met me. He stood up, and we exchanged phone numbers and addresses. At one point, I was reading back my phone number to make sure he got it. He lay his head down on my chest, and I seriously was so flustered by it that I couldn't read.


I also dreamed that I went to the doctor for a check up, and they examined my cervix to make sure it had healed properly from child birth. One of the nurses said it looked a little red, then she and another nurse both agreed that I must be pregnant. I started crying, and they told me my options. I didn't want an abortion- the thought of it freaked me out. I asked if they had any pills that were safe that they could give me. After several minutes begging and pleading, they sent me out of the office with some pills. I left with the bottle, and nodded my head to D who stood out in the waiting area for me that I had indeed been pregnant. It was not a happy moment.

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